Thursday, July 30, 2015

Coming from a restlessness

It seems as if summer decides to show its stormy spirits. Pouring rain brings freshness to the days, (but also a cold to me at the end of July!). However, I'm excited for weekend to come, it is so weird that weekend actually feels like weekend again ever since I do not have to go to school anymore, oh man.. sometimes if I'm not working, I get into this mood of restlessness, I want to actually do, create something. When the senses are overwhelmed, it is hard to focus on one particular thing, this also goes for life, no one is able to get 100 to do lists done in a blink of an eye, although we often wish to achieve as much as we can.

We create our own drops of happiness, but once in a while need a reminder to not rush everything too much, but rather take one goal at a time. The path towards our dreams is what makes it desirable and rewarding.

Wish you lots of sunshine! Kisses, Enti

Thursday, July 23, 2015

The fear

Oh how I miss today already,
making my way through each day,
what is it that I want to see?
Hunting down what my future will be.

Ever since I returned from my Europe trip, home does not completely feel the same as before. Days filled with nostalgia and wanderlust make it difficult to stay at one place. Sometimes the desire to go out and experience adventures hits me so hard like a whirlwind. Especially when I'm actually trying to pave new ways and make new plans, I get lost in my own state of mind. Am I making the right decisions? What if this is not what I am supposed to do?

There is no right or wrong answer to these questions, because the answer only lies within ourselves. Life has so many possibilities to offer, Ben Howard sang it in his song - I become what I deserve.

Wish you a great week! xo

Friday, July 17, 2015

Summer haziness

With the summer haziness comes amazingness. I love how we can wake up to a new day and nature rewards the senses with the most intensive colours. Lately I'm really into artistic patterns & prints and dresses, because it reminds me so much of the summer spirit. The other day I just took my dad's good old bike (yes I enjoy riding a men's bike- the comfiest seat!!) and while I took some pictures because of the lovely lighting, a stranger walked up to me and was raving about how happy he was to see people enjoying his favourite task of photographing. It was so nice to see his passion his eyes while we talked for a bit.

dress by forever21       hat by Stradivarius

So it is about 2:30 am now and I should be sleeping like people usually do this time, but I really want to get this out for myself. I want this blog to go in a direction of myself enjoying to post things. I want to take this more seriously and this blog will also be about fashion or just stuff I enjoy seeing, because I do think that this is a part of the art of expressing oneself.
The last months were just flying by because so much happened and so many changes have yet to come I'm curious about. However, I set myself the goal with summer coming to open up and just to get a bit closer to the person I want to be. Summer is still not over and whatever the other half of the year might bring still lies in the stars where I will lay my eyes on.

Wish you an amazing sunny weekend!xo Enti